Tuesday, April 15, 2014

Kaash tum mere pyaar ko samaj paate

Kassh Tum Meri Har Baat ko Samaj Pate
Kassh Tum Meri Har Jajbaat ko Samaj Pate

Kho Diya Maine Sab Kuch Tumhare Liye
Kaash Tum Meri us Pyaar Ko Samaj Paate.

Tutati ja rahi hoon mein es waqt
Na Koi Umeed hai na ko sahara

Tadap raha hai dil mera na jane kyun
Bas aas hai laut jane ka tumhara



Ye zindgi se mujhe itne zakham mile hai ki
Tumhari yaad ko dil mein basa ke roye hamne

Kitne Hi Zakham Diye Teri Tanhai Ne
Har Sham Hum Mar Jane Ko Taraste Hain

Kitne Hi Khawab Tut Jate He Andhero Main,
Jab Aansu Tere Diye Jakhmon Par Baraste Hen.

Kassh tum meri har baat ko samaj pate
Kassh tum meri har jajbaat ko samaj pate

~Sweety pie



I will always care for you, even if  we're not together
and even if  we're far, far away from each other .

~abby

Monday, March 17, 2014

Life without you It's hard to explain in words, how I feel without you...

Walking on the street, reminiscing the past,
Even in a crowd I feel so alone,
Feels like yesterday,
But it's been awhile since you are gone,
Your absence has left a gaping wound in my heart,
Seems like my world has been ripped apart,
In the darkness of the night,
When the whole world is lost in slumber tight,
I sit by the window, allowing tears to stream,
Listening to my heart in pain and sorrow, scream
Pondering over what went wrong and where,
Thinking of the things you never wanted to share.

Faking smiles, so that the world won't know,
The hurt, the pain I try not to show,
No matter wherever I am, whatever I do,
Everyday is a battle, I struggle to go through,
I find myself always thinking of you,
Looking back at the times we were together,
Basking in immaculate love and care,
Brings a smile and a wish you were still there,
How do I explain, what do I tell,
To make you understand that I'm going through hell,
I wish you could know how it hurts me,
To think of a life without you...

Author : Unknown 

Monday, January 6, 2014

Crying in the rain

    I’ll never let you see
      The way my broken heart is hurting me.
    I’ve got my pride,
      And I know how to hide
        All my sorrow and pain:
    I’ll do my crying in the rain.
    If I wait for cloudy skies,
      You won’t know the rain from the tears in my eyes.
    You’ll never know
      That I still love you so.
        Though the heartaches remain,
    I’ll do my crying in the rain.
    Raindrops falling from heaven
      Could never wash away my misery,
    But since we’re not together
    I’ll look for stormy weather
      To hide these tears I hope you’ll never see.
    Someday when my crying’s done,
      I’m gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun.
    I may be a fool,
      But till then, darling, you’ll
        Never see me complain:
    I’ll do my crying in the rain.




Saturday, December 7, 2013

When tomorrow starts without me!

When tomorrow starts without me,
and I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes,
all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry,
the way you did today,
while thinking of the many things,
we didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me,
as much as I love you,
and each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
please try to understand,
that an angel came and called my name,
and took me by the hand,
and said my place was ready,
in heaven far above,
and that I'd have to leave behind,
all those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away,
a tear fell from my eye,
for all life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
so much yet to do,
it seemed almost impossible,
that I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays,
the good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
and all the fun we had.

If I could relive yesterday,
just even for awhile,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
and maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized,
that this could never be,
for emptiness and memories,
would take the place of me.

And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
my heart was filled with sorrow.



But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
from His great golden throne,
He said, "This is eternity,
and all I've promised you".

Today for life on earth is past,
but here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
but today will always last,
and since each day's the same day,
there's no longing for the past.

But you have been so faithful,
so trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did some things,
you knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven
and now at last you're free.
So won't you take my hand
and share my life with me?

So when tomorrow starts without me,
don't think we're far apart,
for every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart. 

-----------------------------------------------------
Your Abby

Thursday, December 5, 2013

Lost my life..

i have lost the love of my life but she is not gone she is still with me. I have seen her smile in my sleep. I have felt her breath on my shoulder as I lie resting. I have heard her laughter floating in the air and I can still feel her heart beating next to mine..

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

One More Chance

Monday, April 25, 2011

Saturday, April 9, 2011

The Silent Love

sweety pie:

Haal baya kar rahe the jab ve apni zingagi ka,
kitne swaal uth rahe the mere mann me us waqt..

par unhe puch kar main unke zakhmo ko kuredana nhi chahti thi...
chah rahi thi samjhu main unki baton ko,
par dikha kar apne aasuo ko us waqt,
main unke umeedo ko thodna nhi chahti thi...

chahti thi bahon me lekar bahut kuch kahu unse,
par tut kar bikhar na jaye wo us waqt,
is darr se dil ke armaan wayaqt karna nhi chahti thi...
chahti thi ki kahu.. samajh sakti hun unke halato ko,
par ye keh kar unka mazak main banana nhi chahti thi...:)

Abby:

tut chuka tha us waqt mein pura..
bas apne dil ke dard ke armaano ko bata raha tha..

nahi chahata tha takleef ho mere dard se unhe..
esliye andar hi andar aansuo ko piye ja raha tha..

rote rote gana sikha tha maine us waqt..
taki wo muskuraye..kyunki uski khusi mein meri khusi thi..

ek pal laga tha ki kho dunga unhe apni zindgi se..
lekin jab usne kaha ki mein tumhe apne bahon lena chati hun..
mein ro pada tha us waqt kuch pal ke liye...
aankhen nam thi meri..zubaan khamos the..dil ro raha tha..

fir laga khone se jayda meine to paa liya hai..
kyunki wo mere shaat thi..mere paas thi.

ab darr nahi lagta mujhe zindgi ke gamo se..
kyunki ki har pal uski yaadein mere paas hai..mere shaat hai :)

This poem written by sweety pie & Abby :)

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

NAFRAT - The Life after lost your love

kitni mohabbat thi unhe mujhse,
aaj unhe mohabbat ke naam se nafrat hai..


kya manzar pesh aaya hoga mere sanam ke sath,
ke aaj unhe ish kadar humse nafrat hai...


kabhi wo door jane ki baat se bhi darte the,
aaj unhe hamare kareeb aane se nafrat hai...


kabhi yaad karte the to khana-pina bhul jate the,
aaj unhe hamari yaadon se bhi nafrat hai...


khwabo ki aise badhi aabadi unki zindagi me,
ke har khwab unhone hamare hi saath dekha tha..
kitne shouk se hume wo apna khwab sunate the,
aaj unn khwabo se bhi unhe nafrat hai....

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

THE KEY TO LOVE

The key to love is understanding..
the ablity to comprehend
not only the spoken word
but those unspoken gestues,
the little things that say so much by themselves.


The key to love us forgiveness..
to accept each others faults and pardon mistakes,
without forgettin, but with remembering what you learn from them.

The key to love is sharing ...
facing your good fortunes
as well as the bad, together;
both conquering problems,
forever searching for ways
to intensify your happiness.



The key to love is giving...
without thought of return,
but with the hope of just a simple smile,
and bye giving in but never giving up.

The key to love is respect...
realising that your aretwo separate people,
with different ideas;
that you don't belong to each other,
that you belong with each other,
and share a mutual bond.

The key to love is inside us all..
it take time and patience to
unlock all the ingredients that will
take you to its threshold;
it is the continual learning process
that demands a lot og work...




Love you...
Abhisek..

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Muhabbatoon Mein Jo Gam Mila Hai

Muhabbatoon Mein Jo Gam Mila Hai Yehi Bahut Hai,
Woh Rotay Rotay Yeh Keh Raha Hai Yehi Bahut Hai,

Agar Woh Shakhs Ab Mera Nahin Hai To Gam Nahin Hai,
Gaye Dinoon Mein Mera Raha Hai Yehi Bahut Hai,

Koi Zuroori Nahin Kisi Ko Main Yaad Aaon,
Koi Mujhe Yaad Aa Raha Hai Yehi bahut Hai,

Agar Mere Khilaf Usnay Kaha Hai Lekin,
Yeh Faisla Usnay Khud Kiya Hai Yehi bahut hai,

Main Apnay Hissay Ka Hans Loon Meri Kahan Yeh kismat???
Bas Apnay Hissay Ka Ro Liya Hai Yehi Bahut Hai……

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Lost love

Lost Love...

I don't remember when i asked for
our friendship to begin,

but i remember the feelings you gave me
whenever i was around you..

i felt as if i was in a place where i
would never get hurt and that's
exactly what you did.

i have never realized the pain
of love until now..

everywhere i look i see your name
or a small symbol that reminds
me of you

and i find myself getting angry because it only reminds
me the pain that i cannot be with you.

i wish that we could go back to the days when it was
me and you.

i want to show you how much
you mean to me. you make my heart stop


even after a year whenever anyone
mentions your name or i see your face.

i only wish things in life were
simpler so that it could be me with you.

i love you...i will love you

forever...


waiting for you till my heart....

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Zindgi ki Rahon mein

Zindgi ki rahon mein..kyun koi paas aakar ek dam dur ho jata hai...
kitna muskil hota hai khud ko sambhalna..ye koi jaan nahi sakta....
kyun roz aankhein nam si hoti hai meri kisi ke yaad mein...
kyun wo gujra pal yaad aa jata hai..kitne khush nasib hote hai wo log
jinhe pyaar milta hai..humne bhi pyaar pana chaha lekin mili nafrat!
Phir bhi hum haste hai doston ko hasane ke liye....
bas isi bahane se zindgi jiye ja rahe hai aur apne gamo ko unhi piye ja rahe hai..
bas intezaar hai zindgi ke aakhri pal ka..
bas bhagwan se yahi manate hai ki wo pal bhi jaldi aa jaye..

[ "A true heart may not talk with u everyday..
or may not meet u every time...
but always thinks about u & ur happiness..." ]

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

intezaar

Kyun aa jate ho aankhon mein aasun bankar...
kynki tum bhi mujh se pyaar karte ho tabhi to aate ho....
Aate ho kuch pal ke liye hi bas...
lekin beetein lamho ki yaadein dila jate ho..
Na jane kyun dil khamos rahta hai mera..
Bas yaadon ke sahare hi kyun intezaar hota hai tumhara...
isi bhane hum apne gamo mein muskura lete hai...
aur apni zindgi ko gamo se chupa lete hai.. :)

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

For my Love

Kyun rakhoon kalam mein shayhi.. jab koi armaan dil mein machalta hi nahi.. na jane sabhi sak karte hai mujh par, jabki koi sukha phool meri kitabon se milta hi nahi...kasis to bhaut hai pyaar mein mere, magar koi phattar dil pighalta hi nahi...agar khuda mile to usse apna pyaar maang lun, par suna hai ki wo marne se pahle kisi se milta hi nahi...

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

I Still Love U

Why do I cry
who do I hide
why do I still care
why do I pretend your there
NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND

why do I love you
why do I think you love me to

why do I feel pain
why do I feel like im insane
NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND

why do I want you so bad
why do I get mad
why do I miss you
why do I need you
NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND

I try to tell you how I feel
but you don't care
so I'm askin you these questions
to see if you know im there!
Coz I Still Love U.
NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Gamon Ko Mujhse Ek Chahat Si Ho Gayi Hai

GaMon Ko Mujhse Ek Chahat Si Ho Gayi Hai,
Main Udaas Nahi, Udaas Rehne Ki Aadat Si Ho Gayi Hai,

Ye Kaisa Waqt Aya Hai Ke Subah Bhi So Gayi Hai,
Kudrat Se Shayad Roshni Hi Kho Gayi Hai,

Jane Kyon Wo Mujhse Ajnabi Sa Ho Gaya Hai,
Lagta Hai Aisa Ke Phoolon Se Khushbu Hi Kho Gayi Hai,

Ye Kaisi Hawa Mere JisM Ko Chhu Gayi Hai,
Ukhdi Ukhdi Saans Bhi Be-Rubt Ho Gayi Hai,

Kyon Zindagi Ki Raat Itni Taweel Ho Gayi Hai,
Mujhse Shayad Pyar Ki Bhool Ho Gayi Hai,

Ab To Duniya Bahut Khush Ho Gayi Hai,
Saans To Chal Rahi Hai Lekin Rooh Saath Chhod Gayi Hai....

Monday, May 10, 2010

Tears

Tear's fall off my face
tonight.
as I pray to see the light.
Why can't you feel my pain?
Your drivin' me insane!
You were my own personal drug,
Getting High off your love.
You may have let me go,
My internal pain: I shall
never show.
Will you dry these tears I
cry each and every day?
I know in my heart, the answer
is "no,"
because to move on,
means to let go.

Thoughts Of A Lonely Soul

It feels like my world is crashing around me,
Nothing is as i remember it..
Days go by but im barely moving
Stuck in a haze of loneliness confusion
I see lips moving but hear no words
left alone with my thoughts
-this can't be safe!
A beautiful soul turned black
transparent and as cold as ice
Is it even there?
biting my lip and looking away
no one sees the fear in my eyes
Is this life worth living now?
or should i just give up on it
like i planned to do so long ago.