It feels like my world is crashing around me,
Nothing is as i remember it..
Days go by but im barely moving
Stuck in a haze of loneliness confusion
I see lips moving but hear no words
left alone with my thoughts
-this can't be safe!
A beautiful soul turned black
transparent and as cold as ice
Is it even there?
biting my lip and looking away
no one sees the fear in my eyes
Is this life worth living now?
or should i just give up on it
like i planned to do so long ago.