Zindgi ki Rahon mein

Zindgi ki rahon mein..kyun koi paas aakar ek dam dur ho jata hai...
kitna muskil hota hai khud ko sambhalna..ye koi jaan nahi sakta....
kyun roz aankhein nam si hoti hai meri kisi ke yaad mein...
kyun wo gujra pal yaad aa jata hai..kitne khush nasib hote hai wo log
jinhe pyaar milta hai..humne bhi pyaar pana chaha lekin mili nafrat!
Phir bhi hum haste hai doston ko hasane ke liye....
bas isi bahane se zindgi jiye ja rahe hai aur apne gamo ko unhi piye ja rahe hai..
bas intezaar hai zindgi ke aakhri pal ka..
bas bhagwan se yahi manate hai ki wo pal bhi jaldi aa jaye..

[ "A true heart may not talk with u everyday..
or may not meet u every time...
but always thinks about u & ur happiness..." ]

intezaar

Kyun aa jate ho aankhon mein aasun bankar...
kynki tum bhi mujh se pyaar karte ho tabhi to aate ho....
Aate ho kuch pal ke liye hi bas...
lekin beetein lamho ki yaadein dila jate ho..
Na jane kyun dil khamos rahta hai mera..
Bas yaadon ke sahare hi kyun intezaar hota hai tumhara...
isi bhane hum apne gamo mein muskura lete hai...
aur apni zindgi ko gamo se chupa lete hai.. :)

For my Love

Kyun rakhoon kalam mein shayhi.. jab koi armaan dil mein machalta hi nahi.. na jane sabhi sak karte hai mujh par, jabki koi sukha phool meri kitabon se milta hi nahi...kasis to bhaut hai pyaar mein mere, magar koi phattar dil pighalta hi nahi...agar khuda mile to usse apna pyaar maang lun, par suna hai ki wo marne se pahle kisi se milta hi nahi...

I Still Love U

Why do I cry
who do I hide
why do I still care
why do I pretend your there
NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND

why do I love you
why do I think you love me to

why do I feel pain
why do I feel like im insane
NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND

why do I want you so bad
why do I get mad
why do I miss you
why do I need you
NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND

I try to tell you how I feel
but you don't care
so I'm askin you these questions
to see if you know im there!
Coz I Still Love U.
NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND

Gamon Ko Mujhse Ek Chahat Si Ho Gayi Hai

GaMon Ko Mujhse Ek Chahat Si Ho Gayi Hai,
Main Udaas Nahi, Udaas Rehne Ki Aadat Si Ho Gayi Hai,

Ye Kaisa Waqt Aya Hai Ke Subah Bhi So Gayi Hai,
Kudrat Se Shayad Roshni Hi Kho Gayi Hai,

Jane Kyon Wo Mujhse Ajnabi Sa Ho Gaya Hai,
Lagta Hai Aisa Ke Phoolon Se Khushbu Hi Kho Gayi Hai,

Ye Kaisi Hawa Mere JisM Ko Chhu Gayi Hai,
Ukhdi Ukhdi Saans Bhi Be-Rubt Ho Gayi Hai,

Kyon Zindagi Ki Raat Itni Taweel Ho Gayi Hai,
Mujhse Shayad Pyar Ki Bhool Ho Gayi Hai,

Ab To Duniya Bahut Khush Ho Gayi Hai,
Saans To Chal Rahi Hai Lekin Rooh Saath Chhod Gayi Hai....

Tears

Tear's fall off my face
tonight.
as I pray to see the light.
Why can't you feel my pain?
Your drivin' me insane!
You were my own personal drug,
Getting High off your love.
You may have let me go,
My internal pain: I shall
never show.
Will you dry these tears I
cry each and every day?
I know in my heart, the answer
is "no,"
because to move on,
means to let go.

Thoughts Of A Lonely Soul

It feels like my world is crashing around me,
Nothing is as i remember it..
Days go by but im barely moving
Stuck in a haze of loneliness confusion
I see lips moving but hear no words
left alone with my thoughts
-this can't be safe!
A beautiful soul turned black
transparent and as cold as ice
Is it even there?
biting my lip and looking away
no one sees the fear in my eyes
Is this life worth living now?
or should i just give up on it
like i planned to do so long ago.