Gamon Ko Mujhse Ek Chahat Si Ho Gayi Hai

GaMon Ko Mujhse Ek Chahat Si Ho Gayi Hai,
Main Udaas Nahi, Udaas Rehne Ki Aadat Si Ho Gayi Hai,

Ye Kaisa Waqt Aya Hai Ke Subah Bhi So Gayi Hai,
Kudrat Se Shayad Roshni Hi Kho Gayi Hai,

Jane Kyon Wo Mujhse Ajnabi Sa Ho Gaya Hai,
Lagta Hai Aisa Ke Phoolon Se Khushbu Hi Kho Gayi Hai,

Ye Kaisi Hawa Mere JisM Ko Chhu Gayi Hai,
Ukhdi Ukhdi Saans Bhi Be-Rubt Ho Gayi Hai,

Kyon Zindagi Ki Raat Itni Taweel Ho Gayi Hai,
Mujhse Shayad Pyar Ki Bhool Ho Gayi Hai,

Ab To Duniya Bahut Khush Ho Gayi Hai,
Saans To Chal Rahi Hai Lekin Rooh Saath Chhod Gayi Hai....

Tears

Tear's fall off my face
tonight.
as I pray to see the light.
Why can't you feel my pain?
Your drivin' me insane!
You were my own personal drug,
Getting High off your love.
You may have let me go,
My internal pain: I shall
never show.
Will you dry these tears I
cry each and every day?
I know in my heart, the answer
is "no,"
because to move on,
means to let go.

Thoughts Of A Lonely Soul

It feels like my world is crashing around me,
Nothing is as i remember it..
Days go by but im barely moving
Stuck in a haze of loneliness confusion
I see lips moving but hear no words
left alone with my thoughts
-this can't be safe!
A beautiful soul turned black
transparent and as cold as ice
Is it even there?
biting my lip and looking away
no one sees the fear in my eyes
Is this life worth living now?
or should i just give up on it
like i planned to do so long ago.