Crying in the rain

I’ll never let you see
  The way my broken heart is hurting me.
I’ve got my pride,
  And I know how to hide
    All my sorrow and pain:
I’ll do my crying in the rain.
If I wait for cloudy skies,
  You won’t know the rain from the tears in my eyes.
You’ll never know
  That I still love you so.
    Though the heartaches remain,
I’ll do my crying in the rain.

Raindrops falling from heaven
  Could never wash away my misery,
But since we’re not together
I’ll look for stormy weather
  To hide these tears I hope you’ll never see.
Someday when my crying’s done,
  I’m gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun.
I may be a fool,
  But till then, darling, you’ll
    Never see me complain:
I’ll do my crying in the rain.

When tomorrow starts without me!

When tomorrow starts without me,

and I'm not there to see;

If the sun should rise and find your eyes,

all filled with tears for me;

I wish so much you wouldn't cry,

the way you did today,

while thinking of the many things,

we didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me,

as much as I love you,

and each time that you think of me,

I know you'll miss me too;

But when tomorrow starts without me,

please try to understand,

that an angel came and called my name,

and took me by the hand,

and said my place was ready,

in heaven far above,

and that I'd have to leave behind,

all those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away,

a tear fell from my eye,

for all life, I'd always thought,

I didn't want to die.

I had so much to live for,

so much yet to do,

it seemed almost impossible,

that I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays,

the good ones and the bad,

I thought of all the love we shared,

and all the fun we had.

If I could relive yesterday,

just even for awhile,

I'd say good-bye and kiss you

and maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized,

that this could never be,

for emptiness and memories,

would take the place of me.

And when I thought of worldly things,

I might miss come tomorrow,

I thought of you, and when I did,

my heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through heaven's gates,

I felt so much at home.

When God looked down and smiled at me,

from His great golden throne,

He said, "This is eternity,

and all I've promised you".

Today for life on earth is past,

but here it starts anew.

I promise no tomorrow,

but today will always last,

and since each day's the same day,

there's no longing for the past.

But you have been so faithful,

so trusting and so true.

Though there were times you did some things,

you knew you shouldn't do.

But you have been forgiven

and now at last you're free.

So won't you take my hand

and share my life with me?

So when tomorrow starts without me,

don't think we're far apart,

for every time you think of me,

I'm right here, in your heart. 

-----------------------------------------------------

Your Abby

Lost my life..

i have lost the love of my life but she is not gone she is still with me. I have seen her smile in my sleep. I have felt her breath on my shoulder as I lie resting. I have heard her laughter floating in the air and I can still feel her heart beating next to mine..

One More Chance

LIfe Speechless by Sweety Pie & Abby

The Silent Love

sweety pie:

Haal baya kar rahe the jab ve apni zingagi ka,
kitne swaal uth rahe the mere mann me us waqt..

par unhe puch kar main unke zakhmo ko kuredana nhi chahti thi...
chah rahi thi samjhu main unki baton ko,
par dikha kar apne aasuo ko us waqt,
main unke umeedo ko thodna nhi chahti thi...

chahti thi bahon me lekar bahut kuch kahu unse,
par tut kar bikhar na jaye wo us waqt,
is darr se dil ke armaan wayaqt karna nhi chahti thi...
chahti thi ki kahu.. samajh sakti hun unke halato ko,
par ye keh kar unka mazak main banana nhi chahti thi...:)

Abby:

tut chuka tha us waqt mein pura..
bas apne dil ke dard ke armaano ko bata raha tha..

nahi chahata tha takleef ho mere dard se unhe..
esliye andar hi andar aansuo ko piye ja raha tha..

rote rote gana sikha tha maine us waqt..
taki wo muskuraye..kyunki uski khusi mein meri khusi thi..

ek pal laga tha ki kho dunga unhe apni zindgi se..
lekin jab usne kaha ki mein tumhe apne bahon lena chati hun..
mein ro pada tha us waqt kuch pal ke liye...
aankhen nam thi meri..zubaan khamos the..dil ro raha tha..

fir laga khone se jayda meine to paa liya hai..
kyunki wo mere shaat thi..mere paas thi.

ab darr nahi lagta mujhe zindgi ke gamo se..
kyunki ki har pal uski yaadein mere paas hai..mere shaat hai :)

This poem written by sweety pie & Abby :)

NAFRAT - The Life after lost your love

kitni mohabbat thi unhe mujhse,
aaj unhe mohabbat ke naam se nafrat hai..


kya manzar pesh aaya hoga mere sanam ke sath,
ke aaj unhe ish kadar humse nafrat hai...


kabhi wo door jane ki baat se bhi darte the,
aaj unhe hamare kareeb aane se nafrat hai...


kabhi yaad karte the to khana-pina bhul jate the,
aaj unhe hamari yaadon se bhi nafrat hai...


khwabo ki aise badhi aabadi unki zindagi me,
ke har khwab unhone hamare hi saath dekha tha..
kitne shouk se hume wo apna khwab sunate the,
aaj unn khwabo se bhi unhe nafrat hai....